"Junhong i love you. But I don’t want to love you." i said as i stepped closer to him. I didn’t know what this feeling was. I just knew that i liked and hated it. More than everything else. I wanted to hold him, kiss him, feel him. Run my fingers down his spine and see him shiver under my touch.
Then again i didn’t even want to look him in the eyes. I didn’t want him to know my feelings but now i told him.
This was the feeling that so many told me about, that i feared the most.
“I love you, Junhong. But i don’t want to because i’m afraid i’ll lose you some day.”
Yes. It was the feeling so many people craved for.